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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i thought i would be fine.
this is only the first paper and blood was spilled.

math has always been my pet subject.
never had i felt so miserable doing a math paper. that i had to keep telling myself not to give up, and try my best. i felt like a shit.

the first questions had given me a stab on my toes. (4,2marks)
the second, i was limping through, met a dead end, and u turned afterwards to get some decent answer.
the third was alright, gaining back a little confidence.
fourth, it was what the hell is this question on the first glance. think twice, tried thrice and it made no sense at all. no sense to me. i have never seen, a function being represented in such a way. did not bother much further with the rest of the many parts of the questions. (there goes, 2,3,3 marks)
the fifth was thankfully within my reach.
the sixth, how the hell to get the exact, mind you, the exact co-ordinates, where the given equations are so like sai. i doubt my answer is right. just fog my way through.
seventh, still okay...
eight. AP, GP. once again i have gotten so complicated equations after subbing my stuffs in, whcih makes no sense at all. no sense. my r was 24root1/4? how how how how how. log cannot work in the end. dead end. (4,3,3) So like damn damn damn question, they are interconnected.
ninth, finding the roots of complex. (finally there's a time when i can solve complex numbers pretty decently), while getting the seven roots, they asked us to show the roots on the argand diagram. so, its like wth.. its like, can you imagine my lines? poking out? (doesn't seem right at all) and following the question is that the (7) roots represents 2 equations... there goes, i am stuck. (5marks gone for sure)
tenth. vectors. like yay. can do can do, until part iii, answer DO not tally. obviously i know the answer should be proven to that given thing.. but, something somewhere went wrong. redid the whole question, answer is like so near yet so far. oh well. then just smoke my way through again. sigh.
last eleven. yada yada. until my answer seemed to be so absurd.

!@@$U%Y #la. i thought i could aim to get an A for math.
now i worry if i could even pass, or then, to get something DECENT. not a D for math after paper2.

demoralizing. that was only the beginning.

off to study bio.